1.6.12

Stayin Alive

Found this in my room when I tidy up,
I wrote EVERYTHING in this yellow journal since I was junior high school
from poems, random thought, my best friends thought, lyrics, hope, lose, hapiness, cry, etc.
and suddenly stop writing couples year ago.









and shocked found the page that I wrote over 7 years ago.
very naive, simple and optimistic thought hahahaha
let me re-write this in English because 
If I scan you will not understand my 15th YO handwriting hahaha:

THINGS THAT IM GOING TO DO :

                       1. Going to SMA 82
                       2. Having a real-long lasing relationship
                       3. Heal from astma
                       4. Write children books
                       5. Playing basket with Satria Muda
                       6. Take photos with SLR camera
                       7. Going to USA or UK
                       8. Going to state University
                       9. Travel around Indonesia after graduate
                      10. I want to be a teacher
                      11. Married on 25th in simple garden party
                      12. Have 3 kids and superb-artsy-forever-young family
                      13. Meets my Dad before he die
                      14. Take my mom,dad and pakde to Mekah to Haji
                       15. BEING HAPPY 


Alhamdullilah I have done number 2, 3, 5, 6
 (even no.2 not working much ehem aaaand I struggle so much to fight the astma)
and I lose in no.1 and 13. I met my Dad after long time no see on his funeral. 

My eyes wide open there are plenty stuff I have to do until reach no.15! geez.
It feels so much ironic because I forgot this list over 7 years,
Thing that navie and stupid actually can be your reminder when you lose your sanity.

Now, I dont want let anyone bring me down.
I won't let someone take my lights again.

Stayin Alive.


:))