Maybe it just me who unqualified
or maybe it just me who runs my life too hard,
people could judges me whatever they want.
I never blame or angry with some point of view
about me
because I know they don't know me,
I mean, they don't know deeply, they're only know the surfaces.
I just can laugh and passing by.
anyway,
I think His 'keep-your-own-privacy-even-to-your-super-closest' treatment
give big impact to me.
I swear now so hard for me to open up with someone closest.
reminded how hard He was to open up with me (even for little stuff)
and I did to Him because I thought what He gave it's what he got.
It becomes habit now.
I know this is not good and I know I should fix it soon.