I beg you pardon, is it hard for you to being a happy person for a while?
What you asked for the complication of your own thought,
The assumption of being worst all the time and can't get by.
You cursed God of what you become now and you forget that
this universe know how to treat you well or worst,
you just have to pull up againts the connector of your ego.
No, your life still easy when you take a look mine.