13.1.14

The Great Lost


Quoted from my spouse
"Life is a normality of the absurdity"
Or only me who lives in absurdity?

Everything seemed illogical and irony at the same time,
when you realized that God could create time lapse of your stars-soul,
switched every imagination, expectation, planning,
changing only in a second.

It was 5 in the morning when I woke up and felt empty.
Real emptiness.
I just saw room's door.
The lights outside my room came through from windows,
created some ornament enlightenment.
I woke up 
and felt nothing.

Numb.